why?

why does everything have to fall apart?
why do i keep disappointing people?
why do i purposely harm myself?
why do i piss people off?
why do i continuously lose friends?
why do i always just stop caring?
why cant i do anything right?
why doesnt anybody believe in me?
why cant i believe in myself?
why am i such a screw up?
WHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
ugh frusturated..